Haven’t you ever had that feeling like you lost at sea and you don’t know what’s gonna happen but you keep on pushing through yeah that’s how I see you and every single day I know to pray but every single time it’s hard to know that I’m alone in the world full of people, people and now I’m lost at sea. Don’t know where I’m going. I guess we’ll see so why don’t you come back to me and find what we were meant to be but every single night when I close my eyes it’s like a firefly in my mind and I don’t know what I’m doing here. Don’t call me by name. I don’t wanna know who the hell I am any more so close, my eyes, fall asleep and I’ll dream of some life of some fantasy that I wish it could be me so good night everybody I hope that you’ll care about the songs I sing cause I just want to die, but I know I can’t (good night). So good night everybody I don’t know what the hell I’m looking for anymore and I hope you’re not afraid and I hope you don’t care about who are used to be or what I did what I did and I’m still here. Praying for some somebody to love me somebody to love me so good night. i’ll find my way back home a place where I can go to feel so alone and I don’t feel the same no I don’t know what the hell still doing. You don’t know why I want to care so please don’t hear me and please don’t see me cause I’m lost at sea watching the stars every night on a little raft men for two people, but nobody else is with me so I’ll close my eyes and dream of being someone I’m not meant to be to be so just leave me alone cause all you’re doing is making it worse. I want to be standing. I want to feel hurt so good night. (every day I feel like I’m not enough every day. I feel like I’m not important to anybody. I feel like nobody cares. I feel like I have no one to turn to so I’m just sad and scared and mad cause I hate myself because everyone else does too. This is my last chance).
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