Hold onto me

🙏 “Hold On to Me” — Extended Version

(Hook)
Yeah, I’m tryna hold on, God, can You hear me now?
Everyone around me always tryna bring me down
I know You’re by my side even when I can’t see
’Cause the world feels heavy, but You still carry me

(Verse 1)
People lookin’ at me like I’m less than them
Like I ain’t worth love, like I ain’t worth friends
And I try to stay strong, but it’s hard sometimes
When I feel like I’m losing to my own mind

I keep thinking I’m a problem, like I don’t fit in
Like everyone’s ahead and I’m never gonna win
But You’re whisperin’ inside, “Let go of your fear”
Even when I can’t feel You, I know You’re still near

I’ve been praying for a purpose, something I can chase
But it’s hard to see the truth through all the things I face
And I’m scared that I’m broken, scared I don’t belong
But You’re telling me the weak can still be strong

(Hook)
Yeah, I’m tryna hold on, God, can You hear me now?
Everyone around me always tryna bring me down
I know You’re by my side even when I can’t see
’Cause the world feels heavy, but You still carry me

(Verse 2)
I can’t find someone, feels like no one wants me
Mirror talkin’ lies, makin’ it hard to trust me
Every flaw I see becomes a storm in my head
I keep replaying every word that I wish I said

But You remind me that I matter, even when I feel low
You remind me that I’m loved more than I’ll ever know
And I know I don’t deserve it, but You give it anyway
Even when my heart is tired, You help me stay

Some days I wanna shut down, hide from the world
Like I’m too messed up, like I’m too unsure
But You lift me up slowly, piece by piece
Giving me a little bit of peace I can finally keep

(Bridge 1)
And I know I ain’t perfect, I’m far from it
But You see me as I am, and You still love it
So I’m tryin’ to keep faith when the world says quit
God, You’re the only reason I’m still fighting it

(Verse 3 — extended emotion)
Yeah, I hear them talkin’, sayin’ I won’t be great
Sayin’ all I’ll ever do is mess up and break
But You gave me this heart, You gave me these dreams
And I’m tryna chase ‘em even when they rip at the seams

I’m tired of pretending I don’t feel hurt
Tired of feeling like I’m less, like I ain’t got worth
But You made me for a reason, You made me to shine
Even when I doubt myself, You say, “You’re mine.”

Sometimes I wish I could see what You see
’Cause the version in the mirror don’t feel like me
But I’m learning how to breathe when the pain gets loud
Learning how to walk with my head unbowed

(Bridge 2 — soft & reflective)
And if I fall again, I know I’m not alone
You’re the light in the dark, You’re the path back home
So even when I’m lost, I’m still held by You
Even when I can’t love me, You still do

(Final Hook)
Yeah, I’m tryna hold on, God, can You hear me now?
Everyone around me always tryna bring me down
I know You’re by my side even when I can’t see
’Cause the world feels heavy, but You still carry me

Rap mixed with a little bit of sad