Smoke in my veins

Verse 1)
I gave you my trust, gave you my name,
Now I’m staring at walls, drowning in pain.
Saw you with him, couldn’t believe my eyes,
Love turned to ashes, nothing but lies.

(Pre-Chorus)
I swore I’d never touch this poison life,
But your ghost keeps cutting me like a knife.
Every hit, every sip, just to numb my brain,
But it’s killing me slow, running through my veins.

(Chorus)
I hate these drugs, but they’re all I’ve got,
Just to forget the love I thought I caught.
You broke my heart, now I’m losing my mind,
Lighting up smoke just to leave you behind.

(Verse 2)
I hate the taste, the burn in my chest,
But it’s quieter here when my soul’s a mess.
Every pill, every drag, it don’t set me free,
Just a temporary cage for your memory.

(Pre-Chorus)
I swore I’d never touch this poison life,
But your ghost keeps cutting me like a knife.
Every hit, every sip, just to dull the ache,
But it’s killing me slow with every mistake.

(Chorus)
I hate these drugs, but they’re all I’ve got,
Just to forget the love I thought I caught.
You broke my heart, now I’m losing my mind,
Pouring it up just to leave you behind.

(Bridge)
I’m not the man that I used to be,
Lost in a haze where I can’t even breathe.
I hate myself for what I’ve become,
But the pain’s too heavy, it weighs like a gun.

(Chorus)
I hate these drugs, but they’re all I’ve got,
Just to erase the love I thought I caught.
You broke me down, left me empty inside,
I’m chasing the high just to leave you behind.

(Outro)
When the smoke clears, you’re still in my head,
Your shadow’s alive, but our love is dead.
I hate these drugs, but they’re keeping me blind…
Just another fix to get you off my mind.

Make it a rap, not a fast one make it where there’s piano button then drops them into like a really big beat