I’m So Tired Of Myself by BLACKLARK - Zona

I’m So Tired Of Myself

I’m So Tired Of Myself

BLACKLARK

Lyrics

[Intro]

Yeah

I’m so tired of myself

(so tired)

I’m so tired of myself

[Verse 1]

Wake up, same ceiling, same crack in the paint

Scroll through strangers, everybody lookin’ great

Smile in the mirror but it flickers, then it fades

Can’t stand my reflection, so I turn the lights away

All these empty trophies lined up on a dusty shelf

Every little win feel smaller than the last one felt

Laugh at my own jokes, then I’m choking on my breath

Tell ’em that I’m fine while I’m flirting with the edge

[Chorus]

I’m so tired of myself

I don’t wanna be this body that I drag around

I’m so tired of myself

Always playing back the worst parts, turning up the sound

I keep running from my shadow

But it’s sleeping in my bed

I’m so tired of myself

I’m so tired, so tired in my head (yeah)

[Verse 2]

Friends say “hit my phone,” then they ghost by the weekend

I say “it’s all good,” I was never really needed

Turn my pain to punchlines, make it easy to digest

If I’m everybody’s clown, they won’t see that I’m a mess

Mama say she pray for me, I’m praying she don’t know

All the little secrets stuffed deep in my coat

Pacing in the kitchen, chewing on my fingernails

I’m rehearsing how to say it, but the courage always fails

[Chorus]

I’m so tired of myself

I don’t wanna be this body that I drag around

I’m so tired of myself

Always playing back the worst parts, turning up the sound

I keep running from my shadow

But it’s sleeping in my bed

I’m so tired of myself

I’m so tired, so tired in my head

[Bridge]

Talk tough in the dark like I’m ready for change (yeah)

Daylight hit my face and I stay the same

Try to climb out of my skin, but it’s stitched too tight

Every promise that I make just dies by night

[Chorus]

I’m so tired of myself

I don’t wanna be this body that I drag around

I’m so tired of myself

Always playing back the worst parts, turning up the sound

I keep running from my shadow

But it’s sleeping in my bed

I’m so tired of myself

I’m so tired, so tired in my head (so tired)

I’m so tired of myself

I’m so tired, so tired in my head

Details

GeneratedJan 30, 2026

Duration3:06

LanguageEnglish

Style

rap, Dark alternative pop-rap hybrid with male vocals, moody synth pads, and a wide, cinematic low end. Verses ride a half-time trap bounce with distorted 808-style bass stabs and crisp hats; choruses explode into rock-infused drums and fuzzed guitars under a soaring, heavily tuned topline. Add whispered ad-libs, subtle choir layers on the second hook, and a glitchy, filtered bridge before the final, most desperate chorus., pop, alternative pop, hip hop, rock

Credits

Prompt by

BLACKLARK

ModelAria v5

Prompt

dark,pop performance track blending alternative pop with cinematic atmosphere and autotune vocals.male,catchy,bass, rap ,rock, despair, hip hop Song: I’m so tired of myself

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