[Intro]
Yeah
Late night, long drives
Hands on the wheel
Heart on rewind
[Verse 1]
You said "it's nothing" with your eyes shaking
I said "it's cool" but my chest caved in
Laugh it off, bite my tongue till it bleeds
Play it tough, but it’s tearing at the seams
Scrolling your page like a habit I hate
Every new post is a slap to my face
Boy in the frame, but I’m cropped at the edge
Still I’m the one sleeping on your old sweatshirt
[Chorus]
I keep catching feelings I can’t kill
Falling off the deep end, standing still
You’re a habit, you’re a high, you’re a pill
And I hate that I love how it feels
I keep catching feelings, what’s the deal
You move on, I’m spinning at the wheel
I’m a car crash praying that you’ll steer
But you’re gone, you’re gone
And I’m still here (still here)
[Verse 2]
Told all my friends that I’m so done with you
Then I replay every word that you choose
"Maybe someday" in the back of my brain
Tiny little promise that is keeping me chained
Rapping to myself in the bathroom glass
Talking like I’m over it, I crack, I laugh
Dark little circles and a wide fake smile
I’d burn this crush just to breathe a while
[Chorus]
I keep catching feelings I can’t kill
Falling off the deep end, standing still
You’re a habit, you’re a high, you’re a pill
And I hate that I love how it feels
I keep catching feelings, what’s the deal
You move on, I’m spinning at the wheel
I’m a car crash praying that you’ll steer
But you’re gone, you’re gone
And I’m still here (oh yeah)
[Bridge]
Why do I want what hurts me most
I’m chasing shadows, hugging ghosts
You’re in my veins, I can’t flush you out
I whisper “leave” but my lungs say “doubt” (doubt)
[Chorus]
I keep catching feelings I can’t kill
Falling off the deep end, standing still
You’re a habit, you’re a high, you’re a pill
And I hate that I love how it feels
I keep catching feelings, it ain’t fair
Every time I breathe you fill the air
If I let go, will you disappear
‘Cause you’re gone, you’re gone
And I’m still here (still here)