Intro (whisper / half-sung)
Yeah
I don’t sleep
I fall
I break
I drown
Verse 1
Eyes shut, but the dark still breathes
Ceiling cracks when I try to leave
Every thought got teeth, they bite my calm
Every prayer feels half undone
I drag my past like a blade behind me
Hear it scrape when the silence finds me
Mirror talks, but it won’t say truth
Just my fear in a different suit
Hands shake, but I stay composed
Heart wrapped tight in a crown of thorns
I don’t run, I let it come
Let it hurt till it goes numb
Pre-Chorus
I lay still while the shadows crawl
Say my name like a siren call
If I wake, I wake alone
So I sink where the dark feels home
Chorus
Nightmares when I close my eyes
Wide awake, but I’m paralyzed
They don’t fade with the morning light
I carry them into life
Nightmares, they know my face
Know my sins, know my name
If I scream, it echoes back
So I sleep inside the black
Verse 2 (rap-heavy)
Teeth clenched, jaw locked, pressure loud
Thoughts cut deep, but I don’t bleed now
Every love left me half destroyed
Every promise was paranoid
I don’t trust what feels too warm
Heaven burns just like the storm
I learned pain like a second tongue
Spoke it fluent when I was young
I been quiet, but my mind riots
Every night turns into violence
Not fists, just memory
Replay clips that remember me
Pre-Chorus
Count breaths just to feel in control
Still feel watched by the things I know
If I pray, it comes back wrong
Like my faith learned to bite its tongue
Chorus
Nightmares when I close my eyes
Wide awake, but I’m paralyzed
They don’t fade with the morning light
I carry them into life
Nightmares, they know my face
Know my sins, know my name
If I scream, it echoes back
So I sleep inside the black
Bridge (half-sung / distorted)
Maybe I’m cursed
Maybe I chose this
Maybe the dark’s the only thing honest
I made a bed from broken vows
Now it holds me, holds me down
Say I’m fine, but it’s all pretend
I don’t dream — I defend
Final Chorus (drop beat, chant)
Nightmares
Say my name
Nightmares
Stay the same
I don’t wake, I just survive
With the monsters in my mind
Nightmares
Let them stare
I been living with them there
Outro (low, breathy)
If I sleep
Don’t wake me
If I wake
Don’t save me