Feeling like the weight of the world is crashin down on top of my head.
Every thing crumbling to nothing now i am thinking i wish i was dead.
It would be better than the places i been.
Dark clouds fly through the sky and the rain pours.
Looking for the light in the distance, not yours.
No thats right, dead and gone my heart dropped.
Exploding inside, gone, so the world stopped
Although the spinning has got faster!
hard to breathe in a fire but im a master.
of cooking up danger and disaster.
don't believe you can ask her. she may respond with laughter.
she knows that shes the one that i am after.
See her online? shes the one i tap for.
Thousand likes already still she gonna get more .
No response im out in the cold.
Fuck eat sleep, fight leave repeat.
Some bad habits can not be beat.
The real bad ones we keep discreet.
When the pain gets bigger blood fills the street.
Im gonna kill em all.
Thats why i came and saw. Gazing in the boxes of my product.
team work was the force that turned the profit.
And now im im the hurt zone but still got it.
I swear im still on topic.
Back to the start alone no way to stop it.
Energy games shifting the way my aura glows.
Trapped with nothing really left to show.
I tried and i tried but still im alone.
Feeling like the weight of the world is crashin down on top of my head.
Every thing crumbling to nothing now i am thinking i wish i was dead.
It would be better than the places i been.
Overthinking is to blame well i think that or its my pride.
No more excuses i see what you hide inside.
Why me? Is it a pressure from inside?
I dont know how to stop the cycle of loss.
I believe in god but lately been on my own.
When i am winning I'm like a king on a throne.
Making plays feeling great I'm in my zone.
Usually when I'm high and you feel low.
Everything's my fault again i need to go.
The movie is despair and i'm the star of the show!
I yell you yell back i break shit so you snap you break shit to react.
No we got nothing again how cool is that?
Not even each other no more and STILL trapped.
Bound down like a pin location on the map.
The world moves around it while it stays where its at.
Muted progression loss time with none back.
Why am i like this can i get back on track?
Theres no eye in team.
But notice theres a me.
Which means its meant to be.
That means this is not a dream
and i can take us back to the top just need scotty and his beam.
Thats a hope a prayer and a clean.
Im ready i wanna see the unseen.
Leave the past dirty moving forward its clean.
I'm not all the way dead but been ready to leave,
cant evolve nothing if nothings not even there.
If you don't know whats broke makes it hard to repair.
Feeling like the weight of the world is crashin down on top of my head.
Every thing crumbling to nothing now i am thinking i wish i was dead.
It would be better than the places i been.