[Verse 1]
I been movin' like a ghost in my own skin
Barely taste the pain when it comes in
Same black hoodie, same long ride
Window up, but I don't feel the wind
Phone full of names, I don't answer back
Heart on silent, I been stuck on that
Mama asks me, "Boy, what you hidin' from?"
I just say "nothin'" and I let it pass
[Pre-Chorus]
Yeah, I smile when it burns
I don't flinch, I don't learn
Got a whole lotta hurt
But it never returns
[Chorus]
I feel cold on me
Cold on me
Even when you hold on me
Hold on me
I can't let it show
I can't let it show
I feel cold on me
Cold on me
[Verse 2]
Late night, same room, same ceiling fan
Counting all the ways that I lost my hand
Tryna grab at love, it slipped through clean
Like water through a crack in a busted pan
I used to cry loud, now it's bite my tongue
Used to pray hard, now my mouth went numb
If I disappear, would you notice quick?
Or just miss the shape where I used to sit
[Pre-Chorus]
Yeah, I smile when it burns
I don't flinch, I don't learn
Got a whole lotta hurt
But it never returns
[Chorus]
I feel cold on me
Cold on me
Even when you hold on me
Hold on me
I can't let it show
I can't let it show
I feel cold on me
Cold on me
[Bridge]
Don't ask me why I'm like this
I don't got the words for it
Something in me went quiet
Some nights I can't force it
[Chorus]
I feel cold on me
Cold on me
Even when you hold on me
Hold on me
I can't let it show
I can't let it show
I feel cold on me
Cold on me