If you’re hearing this now, I’m barely awake
Dragging dead weight I can’t escape
Every day’s bent, every road feels wrong
Lose-lose life, still moving on
I asked for help—nothing came
Same cold room, different name
Head stays loud, chest stays tight
I swear I tried just to survive the night
I hate how small I feel inside
Like I fold every time I hide
Life’s got hands around my throat
Squeezing truth out of every note
I was built to break—
Now I break on cue.
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I WANT TO DIE
I WANT THE NOISE TO STOP
I WANT TO DIE
I’M EMPTY TO THE BOTTOM
I WANT TO DIE
DON’T CALL THIS A CRY
I WANT THE PAIN OUT OF MY HEAD
I WANT TO DIE
They say “hold on” like I didn’t try
Like I don’t bury faces every night
Promises rot, hope wears thin
Still alive—but barely in
Time don’t heal, it just repeats
Same cold floor, same heartbeat
I carry ghosts in my spine
Like surviving crossed a line
I don’t want death—I want release
But the noise won’t let me sleep
If I fade out—
Do you even notice me?
I tried…
I tried…
I TRIED
I TRIED
I TRIED TO BE ENOUGH
CUT—ME—LOOSE
LET—ME—BREATHE
GET—THIS—OUT—OF—ME
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I WANT TO DIE
I WANT IT QUIET NOW
I WANT TO DIE
I WANT SOME PEACE SOMEHOW
I WANT TO DIE
BUT I’M STILL HERE INSIDE
LET THE PAIN LET GO OF ME
I WANT TO DIE