Let me go

If you’re hearing this now, I’m barely awake

Dragging dead weight I can’t escape

Every day’s bent, every road feels wrong

Lose-lose life, still moving on

I asked for help—nothing came

Same cold room, different name

Head stays loud, chest stays tight

I swear I tried just to survive the night

I hate how small I feel inside

Like I fold every time I hide

Life’s got hands around my throat

Squeezing truth out of every note

I was built to break—

Now I break on cue.

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I WANT TO DIE

I WANT THE NOISE TO STOP

I WANT TO DIE

I’M EMPTY TO THE BOTTOM

I WANT TO DIE

DON’T CALL THIS A CRY

I WANT THE PAIN OUT OF MY HEAD

I WANT TO DIE

They say “hold on” like I didn’t try

Like I don’t bury faces every night

Promises rot, hope wears thin

Still alive—but barely in

Time don’t heal, it just repeats

Same cold floor, same heartbeat

I carry ghosts in my spine

Like surviving crossed a line

I don’t want death—I want release

But the noise won’t let me sleep

If I fade out—

Do you even notice me?

I tried…

I tried…

I TRIED

I TRIED

I TRIED TO BE ENOUGH

CUT—ME—LOOSE

LET—ME—BREATHE

GET—THIS—OUT—OF—ME

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I WANT TO DIE

I WANT IT QUIET NOW

I WANT TO DIE

I WANT SOME PEACE SOMEHOW

I WANT TO DIE

BUT I’M STILL HERE INSIDE

LET THE PAIN LET GO OF ME

I WANT TO DIE