Never wanted to be here again
Never wanted this ink in my hand
I’m living in hell—
Can’t you tell?
Mind keeps cracking at the seams
Shave my head, fake a grin, let ‘em see
You say God chose this as my fate
But where was God when He sealed my graves?
Yeah, you read that book
Written by man
Started thinking it was written by crooks
You say “Trust me, follow my way”
But I never see you—
I just watch you take
Take the children
Take my friend
Take my hope, take what’s left
Take my screams, leave me numb
Watch the world come undone
Demons breathing down my neck
Lonely—yeah, what did you expect?
WHY—DO—YOU—WATCH—ME—BREAK?
WHY—DO—YOU—TAKE—AND—TAKE?
I’M—ON—MY—KNEES—IN—PAIN
CALL—YOUR—NAME—YOU—DON’T—COME—SAVE
IF—THIS—IS—FAITH—I—DON’T—BELIEVE
ALL—I—KNOW—IS—WHAT—I—SEE
LEFT—ME—HERE—ALONE—INSIDE
GOD—JUST—WATCHED—ME—DIE
So fuck it—
Start the show
Open the doors, let ‘em know
Pack the room, front to back
Watch me snap, watch me crack
Dying rose? Nah, I’m a weed
Growing through pain, misery feeds
All this poison runs through my blood
Spills on my family, spills in the mud
They don’t see the weight on my chest
They don’t feel the years of stress
I’m choking on heartbreak
How much can one man take?
Twenty-four, but I’ve seen too much
Twenty-five deaths got me numb to touch
Every face still burned in my head
Every night I relive the dead
My heart’s sore, my soul’s gone
Tell me—what the fuck went wrong?
I prayed…
I waited…
I begged…
You stayed away…
(You stayed away)
(You stayed away)
I’M—LOST
I’M—BROKEN
I’M—BEGGING—FOR—A—SIGN
I’M—DROWNING
NO—ONE—NOTICED
LEFT—BEHIND
WHY—DO—YOU—WATCH—ME—BREAK?
WHY—DO—YOU—TAKE—AND—TAKE?
SCREAM—YOUR—NAME—UNTIL—I—BLEED
ALL—I—GET—IS—SILENCE—FROM—THE—SKY
IF—THIS—IS—GOD—I—WANT—OUT
SPIT—THE—FAITH—RIGHT—FROM—MY—MOUTH
LEFT—ME—HERE—TO—ROT—ALIVE
GOD—JUST—WATCHED—ME—DIE
