“Medicine”

No nurse I don’t need the nap
Walls are falling from the top floor 
My visions blurry but I hear it all 
Fight the blackness as I wake up 

These perfect white walls 
Only remind me that I’m trapped
All these pointless phone calls 
I’m just a tree that’s been tapped 
(Rotted from the inside) 

I’m sick with the Injection of medicine 
A big fixing for my heart of porcelain 
If I really knew you then I wouldn’t know me
Now I know me so I don’t understand you 

I got the gun pointed at you 
You have yours at me 
I lay off the trigger in hopes
That you would shoot 

I’m just a respectful criminal 
I don’t look you in the eyes full time 
twenty five years is a long time 
I can’t believe I just sold them my life

Get that tablet 
Chase that rabbit 
Turn me to road kill 
A place to die on a hill 

I’m sick with Injection of medicine 
A big fixin for my heart of porcelain 
If I really knew you I wouldn’t know me
But I know me so I don’t understand you 

Time means nothing and I’m in search of something 
To repair me from this person that I’ve become 
I’m finding myself, unwinding the truth
Reminding and rewinding myself to where I was 
(So long ago, so long to you)
I guess I never knew you and I didn’t understand me 
Everything that’s dead will surface im my purpose 

I’m inspired 
I’m tired 
I Stopped the fire 
You’re just a liar 

Metalcore