Fireworks

You know, when we wrote each other suicid notes as a joke, well, I gonna try again. You were the best damn thing I ever had. Why l can’t stop thinking about you? I don’t know. You need to know this is not your fault. I lost my mind when I lost you. Lately I’ve been having thoughts like on the 4th of July when the fireworks are in the sky. No one will hear the gunshot. If it was a snow day, no one would question if I drove off the road. No one sees me now, so why would they care if I disappeared. But this is not your fault. I need to tell you l am sorry for lying. l was trying to protect you. You are the best damn thing I ever had. You are amazing just the way you are. Even though I have six feet under, I still want you to grow and shine. I hope you are happy when I am gone. I hope you will smile stillYou need to know this is not your fault. I lost my mind when I lost you. Lately I’ve been having thoughts like on the 4th of July when the fireworks are in the sky. No one will hear the gunshot. If it was a snow day, no one would question if I drove off the road. No one sees me now, so why would they care if I disappeared.. you are moving on from me it’s like you don’t care anymore. I sit here in the dark with a knife in my hand. I am praying to god that you will be ok. Cus, you are the best damn friend I ever had. I am a villain and I still hope you will live happily ever after You need to know this is not your fault. I lost my mind when I lost you. Lately I’ve been having thoughts like on the 4th of July when the fireworks are in the sky. No one will hear the gunshot. If it was a snow day, no one would question if I drove off the road. No one sees me now, so why would they care if I disappeared.