I fell in love again. Only to be turned away again and now I sit here and I realize I'm just the back up if she doesn't love him. That maybe we'd work out, but who are we kidding I've always fallen in love with the guy. Only to realize there's someone else in his life. She's always more prettier or smarter for talented than me. Because I'm only the back up if she doesn't love him the maybe we'd work out, but who are we kidding? I should hide in the backDrop. seen, but never heard thrown in the trash and forgot. because I'm only the backup if she doesn't love him.then maybe we would work out, but who are we kidding? No one could ever love me I'm broken and the mess. Nobody could ever miss. I fall so deeply in love. Only to feel like he's been playing me all along. Because I'm only the back up if she doesn't love him. And maybe we'd work out, but who are we kidding? I'm only the backup.