Numb

(Verse 1)
I wake up in a body that I barely recognize
Same ceiling, same shadows, same unblinking eyes
There’s a ghost in the mirror but it don’t feel like me
Just a hollow outline where a soul used to be

I scream in my head but it don’t make a sound
Like I’m buried alive six feet under the ground
Every heartbeat’s a whisper, every breath’s just pretend
I keep waiting for something… but it never begins

(Pre-Chorus)
I used to feel the fire, now it’s ashes and smoke
Every word I believed in just turned into a joke

(Chorus)
I’m numb, I’m fading into gray
No tears left to wash me away
I touch the pain but it don’t cut deep
It’s like I forgot how to bleed

I’m stuck in between alive and gone
A silent scream in an empty song
If this is living, what have I become?
Just a shadow… going numb

(Verse 2)
I remember the nights when the world felt loud
When love hit hard and I felt too proud
Now it’s all just echoes in a distant haze
Like I’m watching my life through a cracked old frame

I laugh on cue like a scripted line
Play the part, say “I’m fine, I’m fine”
But the truth’s like a weight that I can’t release
I don’t feel the hurt… but I don’t feel peace

(Pre-Chorus)
There’s a war in my chest but it’s perfectly still
Like I lost every reason to fight or to feel

(Chorus)
I’m numb, I’m fading into gray
No tears left to wash me away
I touch the pain but it don’t cut deep
It’s like I forgot how to bleed

I’m stuck in between alive and gone
A silent scream in an empty song
If this is living, what have I become?
Just a shadow… going numb

(Bridge)
If I break, would I finally feel?
If I drown, would it all turn real?
Or am I locked in this quiet cage
Where even my demons have lost their rage?

I’d take the hurt, I’d take the fall
Just to feel anything at all

(Outro / Chorus)
I’m numb… yeah I’m fading away
No light left to guide me to day
If there’s a spark, it’s too far gone
Buried deep where I don’t belong

I’m stuck in between alive and gone
Just a heartbeat that lingers on
If this is living, what have I become?
Just a shadow… going numb

…going numb.

Peaceful Lo-fi Beats with Rain Sounds and Calming Melody