Numb

(Verse 1)

I wake up in a body that I barely recognize

Same ceiling, same shadows, same unblinking eyes

There’s a ghost in the mirror but it don’t feel like me

Just a hollow outline where a soul used to be

I scream in my head but it don’t make a sound

Like I’m buried alive six feet under the ground

Every heartbeat’s a whisper, every breath’s just pretend

I keep waiting for something… but it never begins

(Pre-Chorus)

I used to feel the fire, now it’s ashes and smoke

Every word I believed in just turned into a joke

(Chorus)

I’m numb, I’m fading into gray

No tears left to wash me away

I touch the pain but it don’t cut deep

It’s like I forgot how to bleed

I’m stuck in between alive and gone

A silent scream in an empty song

If this is living, what have I become?

Just a shadow… going numb

(Verse 2)

I remember the nights when the world felt loud

When love hit hard and I felt too proud

Now it’s all just echoes in a distant haze

Like I’m watching my life through a cracked old frame

I laugh on cue like a scripted line

Play the part, say “I’m fine, I’m fine”

But the truth’s like a weight that I can’t release

I don’t feel the hurt… but I don’t feel peace

(Pre-Chorus)

There’s a war in my chest but it’s perfectly still

Like I lost every reason to fight or to feel

(Chorus)

I’m numb, I’m fading into gray

No tears left to wash me away

I touch the pain but it don’t cut deep

It’s like I forgot how to bleed

I’m stuck in between alive and gone

A silent scream in an empty song

If this is living, what have I become?

Just a shadow… going numb

(Bridge)

If I break, would I finally feel?

If I drown, would it all turn real?

Or am I locked in this quiet cage

Where even my demons have lost their rage?

I’d take the hurt, I’d take the fall

Just to feel anything at all

(Outro / Chorus)

I’m numb… yeah I’m fading away

No light left to guide me to day

If there’s a spark, it’s too far gone

Buried deep where I don’t belong

I’m stuck in between alive and gone

Just a heartbeat that lingers on

If this is living, what have I become?

Just a shadow… going numb

…going numb.