[Intro]
[Lo-fi guitar]
[ambient pad]
[Phone ring]
[voicemail tone]
“Hey… you up?”
[Verse 1]
Numb like just Xanax bars
Pop that, 心が遠くなる
でも君の手がまだ熱くて
I let her drive, even when I crash
High on lies, yeah I fake the laughs
Girl, I don’t wanna be with you
But I still see you when I close my view
Sayin’ 「大丈夫」 don’t mean you’re fine
You ghosted me mid-reply last night
Now I’m drunk textin’ “wyd”
Knowing damn well I’m not your type
でもキスの味はまだ覚えてる
So why I still think we’re right?
[Pre-Chorus]
你说你很累 不想继续
But I know you’re lying through your pretty teeth
你不爱我, but you need the touch
And I don’t want love, just to feel enough
[Chorus]
I’d have to be yours for the rest of my life
(永遠とかムリだけどさ)
I just wanna take you home and give you some pipe
你說放手 但還來找我每個禮拜
You don’t want me, but won’t let go
What the fuck am I supposed to know?
(頭の中 ぐちゃぐちゃだ)
Can’t be yours, but I still want more
[Verse 2]
Got a playlist full of regrets
Every song got your name in the text
She say “we’re toxic,” yeah, no shit
But that kiss still got me obsessed
你離開我 像一陣風
But left your perfume on all my clothes
Now I’m blacked out, staring at your post
With a bottle and a “fuck it” toast
[Bridge]
たぶん愛してない
でも君じゃないと feel alive
Every maybe you said, was a silent no
Now I’m yelling at ghosts in a borrowed home
Say you’re done, but you still come back
Late night talk, then you fade to black
[Chorus]
I’d have to be yours for the rest of my life
(永遠とかムリだけどさ)
I just wanna take you home and give you some pipe
你說放手 但還來找我每個禮拜
You don’t want me, but won’t let go
What the fuck am I supposed to know?
(頭の中 ぐちゃぐちゃだ)
Can’t be yours, but I still want more
[Rap Outro]
Fuck love, I said it out loud
But when you cry, I still break down
不想承認 但我需要你
この心 誰にも預けられない
You ain’t mine, but you still inside
Like ink I can’t scrub out my life
I’d let go, but baby, real talk
You’re the lie I’d choose every time
[Outro – Spoken]
“I don’t want you back…
But I miss when we weren’t honest.”
[Soft guitar fading out]