I push my friendships away

I push my friendships away

I tend ta not feel ok

Just Give me a second

Let me get my bearings

Let me just be okay

I don't sleep at night

My past haunts me as my eyes twinkle in the light

I know I have issues but I really miss you

Can't stop crying pass me a tissue

My emotions are going hay wire

It's like I'm rolling down a hill in a tire

Or I'm roasting by the fire

My emotional sickness makes me tired

I'm tired of being a liar

Becarful of what u say

We can leave but words often stay

They stain our psyche even when we walk away

Can't help but to see if ur okay

I know it's not my business but I do it anyway

People come n go

But u were supposed to stay

But I'm glad u walked away

My emotions are going hay wire

It's like I'm rolling down a hill in a tire

Or I'm roasting by the fire

My emotional sickness makes me tired

I'm tired of being a liar

Plz don't hate me for what I've said

I've replayed that night in my head

If I could take back what I've said

I would do it in a heartbeat

No need to think

Just have a seat

And let me explain

It's getting bad again

My anger gets the best of me at times

I hurt the ones I love cuz I feel I dont deserve love

Plz just listen to what I have to say

Plz don't walk away

My emotions are going hay wire

It's like I'm rolling down a hill in a tire

Or I'm roasting by the fire

My emotional sickness makes me tired

I'm tired of being a liar