On The Inside

I feel like it’s raining on the inside but I don’t wanna die

I just want to find peace but

These voices in my head

All I hear are screams

Screaming in an empty hallway hoping somebody hears me

Please don’t leave me

I find it hard to explain what I think

The moment I try to open up it’s like I need to leave. I choose to runaway. But I want to stay.

I feel like it’s raining on the inside but I don’t wanna die I just want to find my peace

In all of these memories

In all the sadness

I feel so god damn hollow…

When you’re gone I can’t breathe and I don’t want to speak… two worlds apart…

But you always find a way to ignite the spark. I don’t know why I push you away and it’s like I’m fighting every single day to be alive anymore. I don’t want to lose you, because if I lost you I would lose myself.

I feel like it’s raining on the inside but I don’t want to die I just want to find peace to silence my screams. I just want to find peace.