Wish I could mute my thoughts the way you mute my notifications
Brought me into the picture rubbed up against my colors now I’m fadin
Not sure how we’d look on paper, sign our dotted lines in pencil then erase it
Scared to free hand this picture but I brought stencils, we can trace it
Live in the moment don’t post it or crave it
One minute one moment if this is a dream why do I replay it
Why paint this pretty picture when you’d never screenshot/save it
Turn your back on me again I’ll make you blush when you face it
Playin this silly role but I still ace it
Just a cheap pre roll til you find out that I laced it
Things gettin blurry just like our picture now we faded
What happened to honesty
What happened to you and me
Why’d you paint Harry Ron and Hermione
That forbidden forest lookin like our family tree
“After all this time”… I’d love to say “Always” but magic stays hard to believe
You stay in your mind and out of my reach
Your mind says “she” time to run and retreat
My mind says “she” why must I compete
Post more pics of you and your guy on the beach
Love your hazel eyes but this green eyed monster called jealousy…
Makes it harder and harder to breathe
You love the blue in my eyes
Enjoy the beach, a temporary sight
Only trust what you can see, stolen glances you’re looking at me
Nothing temporary about this view
The feelings that remain hidden but true
The forest is only forbidden until you plant new trees
The heart pumps the blood but blood doesn’t make you family
The kids are almost grown but I remember potty training with the ABC’s
The sky was only blue until you looked up and it wasn’t the blue you needed to see
One day the blues will look up to you, the eyes of my mini me
That dream was only a dream until you woke up and realized it wasn’t reality
That dirt was only dirt until you didn’t wake up and you’re buried six feet deep
You painted a masterpiece, planted a tree lived your life according to “she”
I wasn’t the one next to you...
But one day you’ll finally see
That “she” you ran away from was actually you
And truth be told
I was never out of your reach
LyssDymension