Who am I

I used to have dreams,

I use to feel complete

Now I just feel empty and hollow.

Running out of time,

Running out of room to even breathe, feels like I’m suffocating.

Hoping someone will hear me scream, feeling like the only way for me to breathe

Is if I give up and fucking face defeat.

Tired of running

Tired of crying

Tired of feeling waking up wishing I was dieing.

Tired of hearing all these voices, feels like they yell so loud I can’t even scream. Hurting on the inside, but all I simply do is mask what I’m feeling? Why why oh why do I do this to myself? Why is it I can’t see there is no other way out?

Everyone’s telling me I got this, I can do this, why is it that I can’t fucking see. I feel like I’m in a fucking nightmare,watching my life through a window and there’s nothing I can do. Falling faster and faster without a beat.

All these memories, these voices and everything between. Feel like I can’t even be me, I don’t know who I am or where I’m going. I used to have dreams,

I use to feel complete

Now I just feel empty and hollow.

Running out of time,

Running out of room to even breathe, feels like I’m suffocating.

Hoping someone will hear me scream, feeling like the only way for me to breathe

Is if I give up and fucking face defeat.

Tired of running

Tired of crying

Tired of feeling waking up wishing I was dieing.

Tired of hearing all these voices, feels like they yell so loud I can’t even scream