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i don’t cry like i used to
now i just stare at the wall
feel everything and nothing
kinda miss feeling it all
my room’s lit up by my phone screen
3 a.m. conversations with myself
i scroll past lives i don’t live
wonder when i put me on the shelf
everyone’s chasing something
money, love, or a name
i’m just tryna feel steady
not go crazy in the quiet again
they say i’m doing just fine
‘cause i laugh and i show up on time
but they don’t hear my thoughts
when the noise dies
i’ve been floating, not grounded
just here, not around it
smiling out of habit
‘cause explaining sounds exhausting
i don’t hate my life
i just don’t feel in it
like i’m watching myself
from a distance
i keep plans i don’t cancel
but i’m mentally gone
say “i’m good” so casually
like it’s scripted, like it’s law
i miss being excited
over little dumb things
now i overthink silence
and what tomorrow brings
everyone’s loud about healing
posting growth like it’s clean
but nobody talks about numb
or the in-between
i’m not broken, i swear
just tired in my soul
trying to feel real again
trying to feel whole
i’ve been floating, not grounded
just here, not around it
smiling out of habit
‘cause explaining sounds exhausting
i don’t hate my life
i just don’t feel in it
like i’m watching myself
from a distance
maybe one day i’ll wake up
and it won’t feel so gray
maybe i’ll laugh and mean it
not just get through the day
i don’t need saving
i just need time
to feel like my heart
is finally mine
so if you ask how i’m doing
i’ll probably say “okay”
not a lie, not the truth
just somewhere in the middle today
Details
GeneratedJan 8, 2026
Duration2:52
LanguageEnglish
Style
sad
Credits
Prompt by
hailey_mckenzie
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