My Final Fall

Boy we ain’t breathin’

Use to be geekin’

Hello, if you listen closely

I lived like so well

Even if I did some wrongs

What is life without the bad

I lived my life the way I could

Even with the pain I endured

Not no physical pain but of mentally fucked up brains

Sniffin saying it’s the allergens

It’s how I learned to cope with shit

For so long I hid that shit

Didn’t want any help

I learned to live with bad shit

I dumped all I had in my notes

the shit that made skys grey

Music helped me fill my pit

Stumbled and fell into it

Many times but found a way out

Writing down everything

Trust me no one could’ve fixed my shit

Self Sabotage my shit

Muscle memory comes naturally

Tried to drown the dark side

Alcoholic drinks

Firestone walker 805’s were my shit

At the end of this song

Please crack one open don’t waste it

And spill some for me cause that brew

For me was liquid gold

Enjoy it don’t chug

Just know I lived this life of mine how I wanted and I died with no regrets

Expect for one

Losing my cutie

1st love

Never got over you Barbara

you taught me a lot

Rights and wrongs

Hid a lot from you

Feel like we didn’t ever spend enough time together

I love all of you and I will disperse all my good energy to you remember me a listen to my music

And you’ll understand why I secluded myself

Why I turned to substances

Don’t do what I did

Don’t say goodbye

Because it’s not a goodbye

Goodnight see you guys on the other side

Goodnight

Goodnight

Sweet dreams

Goodnight