DONT MISS ME ILL Be FINE

Done time

Ooh been through enough fights

No Bruce Lee

Taught myself Martial arts to be like water

Many nights

I lost the fights

Suicide was on my mind

Some lonely long winter night

My mind

Extinct

I realize I abuse my vices

Look in the mirror

Luckily sapped out of it

Become new

Excuses to undo

Fight across country

It’s what I need

No lookin back

Expect spring time

no hesitating I’m taking this leap

I been so stupid

get back on my feet

I’m tell it all

Headshot, some dumb broad

Chest shot, losing loved ones

Drop shot, doing all the drugs

UAV, only notice my wrongs

No scope, drinking to numb up

Jump shot, suicidal thoughts

Sentry gun, expecting so much

Bloodthirsty, in a depressive mind

Nade kill, blowing up on everyone

Sentry gun, bad memories replaying

Can you tell I play a lot of COD

when I die I won’t respawn

So I gotta try my best

To be my best

Even if it’s not my best

Just put in a little bit of effort in

And you’ll win

Hopefully find happiness

Maybe not that I’ll always be sad

Trying to at least find myself again