Overthinking again

Hey, it’s me again.

Laying in my bed.

Clock says five past ten.

Ohhh you’re in my head.

Barb, cutting deep.

Ara, couple things I wish I said.

I’ve changed so much.

Wishin I had you and had another chance.

I wouldnt break the trust.

Just show you love.

No fuckin up.

You’re still the one.

I still have memories of.

You come to me in my dreams.

It feels so real.

Sometimes wish I don’t wake up.

So I don’t let go of you again.

Ohhh you know who you are.

Barb, that cuts me up.

Ara, leaving thick scars.

I wanna be your warmth again.

anemic, low iron in your blood.

Cuddle up close to me.

Watching our shows.

Wanting each other.

I still want you now:

But not for those things my young self was blinded by.

Sex isn’t everything.

You cared, you loved, you did the most.

My heart yearns for more of us together.

I want you so bad.

I wanna make you laugh.

I wanna do life.

I hate I can’t.

Overthinking again.

Laying in my bed.

Clock says five past ten.

Ohhh you’re in my head.

Barb, cutting deep.

Ara, couple things I wish I said.