Thinking and questioning

I been thinkin

I been guessin

Of all the signs I may have missed

Hate that I can’t recall seeing any of em

It’s fucking with my head again

It’s all a mess

Blinded again

just not by love

But, with memories and questions

Losing myself slowly

Losing all the battles I fight

I Guess that’s life

Every night I make time to cry again

Should’ve done that before you lost your feelings

I was so young and so dumb

First time feeling genuin love

opened my eyes when I didn’t need to see

Did I truly love you?

Did you truly love me?

Why did I turn my back?

Why did I play with your heart?

Wish I could go back and fix it all

I been thinkin

I been guessin

Of all the signs I may have missed

Hate that I can’t recall seeing any

It’s fucking with my head again

It’s all a mess

Blinded again

not by love

But, with memories and questions

Losing myself slowly

Losing all the battles I fight

Im so happy

To see you happy

And have moved on

Thought it would hurt me

But replay my songs

You’ll know exactly how I’m feeling

If I could say one last thing

It would be

You were the best thing to happen to me

Sorry for lack of emotion I had

Thank you for taking that chance

Regrets I have

can’t take em back

It really hurts me every day

I’ve been thinkin

I’ve been guessin

Your happiness ain’t with me

I need to get over you

I can’t get over you

Fuck!

You were such a cutie

I need to get over you