The Weird Middle Part

Hey yall heyyyy EyeYawnna here. Coming live with another little talk video. I don’t really do the whole “ everything is perfect “speech.I more so like sharing thoughts and keeping it conversational .I’m up early.. It’s hot as hell outside. Like disrespectfully hot. And by that I mean 82 degrees. But anywho Pop your headphones in and let’s chat. Nobody really talks about what growth actually feels like.People always talk about the results.The glow up.But nobody talks about the weird middle part. Which is basically you no longer fit your old life but you’re not fully into your new life yet because it’s basically in progress or under construction.But honestly I view it as your building grounds if that’s even a term. If not well it is now. Lol. The middle ground is your building ground. And this is for all aspects of life. maybe you wanna be better with your money financially because you know your long term goal is a house, or your doing school and the long term goal is getting that degree. Which pop off I see you. Or maybe it’s just realize habits that no longer aligns with who you are becoming. Notice how I didn’t say who you are. I said who you’re becoming. You may even have a shift in mindset or working towards that shift. The job that you’ve been at for a while and you’re like “ okay Im tired of this shit I need more ”. We all evaluate our lives and adjust as needed. And that’s okay. At some point we gotta put the effort towards our goals and stay focused. And with that you may not align fully with your old life. And honestly I think that’s a good thing if you felt complacent before. You’re basically actively working towards a better future. and with that comes a funky middle ground. Which can feel stressful at times or you may feel like your alone but your really not. If you zoom out It almost feels like redirection. And we’ve all been there where we are like “ wait this actually isn’t aligning with me and who I am now” or “ I want more for myself “ and that’s good. And honestly wanting more for yourself is the start regardless.I don’t care how bumpy or stressful It may feel or be at times. growing doesn’t mean your perfect it means you notice you have to change habits , and even who you allow into your circle and energy. And you have to be willing to ride the wave and just let your life flow. The middle ground isn’t perfect and you may even think “ what the heck? “ but we just gotta trust ourself. You’re bettering your self for your long term goal not short term. You’ll naturally see you’re making more progress even if it’s slow. But you’re also on a path to truly have a life that aligns with you long term. Middle ground or not it doesn’t change where you are headed. So in all reality you guys.. No matter where you are in your journey, middle ground or not, it doesn’t change where you’re headed. But yeah that’s lil talk for today. We keeping it a going. If anyone asks just say “ my Life’s currently under construction “ mmhmm

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