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finding

the

moment

paying full attention to what is happening right now. It means letting go of thoughts about the past

This delay

Problems heard mindlessness, and missing what is happening around you right.

cause of being,this Would be disrupting

Accumulated conversation of ,must of, to mind a due

To take time for a tainted mind

To care

Can't look at the same beings

Of

The Cursed soul of waste

noticing no current silence is what I was

In thought of

where a lifetime of not speaking, of guidence

Half my years worn down

against the living in the criticism an judgment

These sources of the death for me

in this conclusion FUCK IT

fact of family first blinded me of no

recognition of being

And Disowned.

in

days they own

An open

an unknown,

home, here around

in laughter lingering

Rest without

Possibly mot

Knowing

a peace,

thats never

Here, without

There

the mind Calm

reflecting

Nah

Though

over

Looking

A vision

Discouraged

Most of

And concept in a

Selfish prospective

Outta me now no you

Their views say it again over an over

There iwas

Was I

Or it

its

No

days they own

each moment this

This insulting

Waiting to die

routine each day

Damn knowing it's to get where never here and not to endure the opposite intentions, fuck y'all

Knowing it's as I entered this world

With self

Not wanted

Death for me

Sit and lay away each year as interest to pay

Not to waste time on and can't have any money ,

Nothing to you

I'm wasted money

Now except this and y'all's scandalous

lies

Watching

This

breathing flesh becomes a

Task

Fuck

over for

a misundersuroundingtanding

Doubt it,

I understand

No real determined conversation

Doesn't matter already fuck abuse bitch over and over again doesn't matter bitch don't matter anymore

Each word of your life

I'm not anybody to be around ,jusdeath

each word a connecting weight of laughter in the air,

memories, stories

finding light , how , doesn't matter

Now presenting

this fake asscan least try to die

with some effort

the uncomfortability of a family gathered,

Well Trained and ,pathetic

It's a timing thing,and their being

of their comfort zone,

Never seen this

gotta be exhausting to take

life of those

People through your days, each vital

Reasonpurpose of

their presence

The everything you can do to wreck this life,

And those against the self of

says you are not enough,

10 yrs of that did it to the self shit

Dumb bitch

NO facts of why now

you not to not belong

where

, moments,

in the days, of,

and am

Where the

Daymeant in where of

where every story of being

Has gone

Without