CONVERSATIONS

Intro (cold, straight in)

Everyone around me…

but I still feel alone

Tell myself I’m good…

but I know that I’m not

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Part 1 (spoken → building)

I say I’ve moved on, I don’t think about it

Then why’s it hitting me late when it’s silent?

Try to ignore it, keep myself busy

But every distraction just brings it back with me

I tell myself I’m different now

Stronger mind, I figured it out

But there’s still something underneath

That I don’t talk about out loud

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Part 2 (light rap, controlled)

Late night thoughts that I can’t escape

Same questions running through my brain

I say I’m fine, I play it straight

But deep down I don’t feel the same

Everyone sees what I became

But they don’t see what still remains

I built myself up from the pain

But I still carry all the weight

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Part 3 (back and forth feel, sharper)

I’m good now, I don’t need nobody

…then why you still feel like nobody got me?

I moved on, I let that go

…then why you still thinking about it though?

I don’t react, I just observe

…or you just scared of getting hurt?

I see it clear, I know my worth

…then why it still feels worse at night?

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Part 4 (rap, more intense)

Everyone around me but I’m still alone

Conversations in my head when I’m on my own

Try to switch it off but it won’t go

Every thought I hide starts to overflow

I don’t say it, I just keep it in

Act composed but I’m questioning

Every choice and every move I made

Like did it help or just hide the pain?

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Part 5 (slower, deeper)

I had to change just to survive

Lost parts of me I can’t get back

Built a version people recognise

But I don’t know if it’s all intact

I say I’m fine and I mean it too

But there’s a side I don’t show to you

All the thoughts that I push aside

Still find a way to come back through

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Part 6 (emotional peak)

I did what I had to do to grow

But no one tells you what it costs though

You lose yourself just to rebuild

And still feel things you never healed

I’m better now, yeah that’s the truth

But that don’t mean I’m fully through

There’s still nights where it gets loud

And I don’t even know what to do

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Outro (quiet, fading)

Everyone around me…

but I still feel alone

Tell myself I’m good…

…maybe I am