Family time

I never felt so lonely surrounded by a family
Misunderstood every time I get close 
Always on my own stuck being alone 
I don’t think i can escape this i live in the darkness I’m not weak. Just let me be Please. don’t show me empathy I’m barely hittin my peak
Fuck life gots me beat. I seek peaceful sleep.  I’m exhausted. Gotta change everything about me. shits not easy. question if I’m going crazy no body loves me never felt so lonely surrounded by family i dont like that i push everyone away its the only way they can stay safe it sucks that Im considered dangerous i don’t wanna continue living like this .all i do is hurt. drugs and alcohol are my only support. I can’t slow down Still gotta go out and gather bread I’m better off with out them anyways don’t be surprised if i run away I’m not scared if i end up dead I’ve never felt so lonely surrounded by family i don’t think ill ever be happy

female Sad death lofi reverb heavy bass