Intro — Male Soft, Distant]
Yeah…
You only call when it suits you…
[Chorus — Female Lead (Long, Powerful)]
You love me when you feel like it…
Then you leave when you don’t…
One day you hold me like forever
Next day I’m something you won’t want
And I’m losing my mind
Tryna read your silence
Tryna keep up with the rules
Of your private violence
(big belt)
You pull me in… then you push me away
Say you need me… then you need space
And I’m stuck in between
Your love and your escape…
[Verse 1 — Female Lead (Hot & Cold)]
We talked all day on the phone
You said I was all you needed
You laughed like you were happy
Like you really meant it
Then the next day you went cold
Like I wasn’t even there
You said you needed space
Like love is something you don’t share
And I swear it makes me crazy
How you change without a warning
One night you call me “baby”
Next morning I’m ignored…
[Verse 2 — Male Lead (Manipulative)]
I know I’m hard to handle
I know I disappear
But every time I come back
You’re always right here
I don’t mean to make you spiral
But I like the way you stay
I like knowing you’ll wait
Even when I walk away
[Chorus — Female Lead (Bigger Pain)]
You love me when you feel like it…
Then you leave when you don’t…
One day I’m all you ever wanted
Next day you act like I’m too much
And I’m losing my mind
Tryna hold on to your mood swings
Tryna survive in the dark
Of your mind games
(huge belt)
You pull me close… then you disappear
Say I’m yours… then you don’t want me near
And I’m breaking apart
Just tryna stay in your orbit…
[Bridge — Female Breakdown (New Lines Added)]
You pick and choose
When I can and can’t talk to you…
You shut me out
Then expect me to run back through…
You’re emotionally unavailable
But you want me available
Anytime you fall apart
Like I’m built to hold your scars
You lied…
Just to make yourself make sense…
Hot and cold
Like I’m a switch you control
And I’m so tired
Of begging to be whole…
[Final Chorus — Adele-Level Climax)]
You love me when you feel like it…
And it’s killing me slow…
‘Cause I give you my whole heart
And you give me what you can control
And I’m losing my mind
Tryna keep up with your seasons
Some days you’re my home
Some days you’re my reason for bleeding
(long belt)
Don’t touch me if you don’t mean it
Don’t hold me if you’ll let me go
You pick and you choose
And I’m dying from the not knowing…
[Outro — Female Soft Fade]
Yeah…
When you feel like it…
I’m here…
Still here…
DJButtercup
