You saved me

I met you when I was failing, I couldn’t take the Pain, I was drifting away, I didn’t want to be awake for anything. I felt myself drowning, trying to escape from myself. You told me everything would be okay, but I wanted to lay in a roadway. You heard me cry, i said I wanted to go but I couldn’t say goodbye. I used to imagine myself flying through the clouds. No one could take my anxiety away, I saw my life through a lens of gray. After school Sleeping pills everyday, I just wanted to drift away, and I wanted everyone at bay. Late one night crying in the dark, we were texting. I told you I wasn’t ready for the life ahead of me, you said you needed me, than told me you loved me. I didn’t want to hear it but I needed it. You saved me. You weren’t scared of me and my thoughts, you held my hand through them, I thought my head would condemn. but You saved me. The demons over took me at times, You held my hand, and pinky promised I’d be okay one day. You gave me hope. Something I never had after thinking about a rope. You helped me make it through it all. Your my forever protector, now we’ve had almost 5 years together. You healed me long ago now, and showed me I’m capable of being loved. While life had me feeling like I was being shoved. I’m alive because of you and your love, we perfectly together like a glove, I wanted to be free but I’m glad god sent you to me.