I still scream your name

I still see you in the crowd

Even when I’m all alone

Every laugh feels way too loud

Since you never made it home

I keep replaying old nights

Like they might bring you back

They say I’ll be alright

But they don’t know this ache

Your voice is stuck inside my head

I hear it when I can’t sleep

I’d trade tomorrow, trade my breath

Just to hear you speak

I miss my best friends

More than I can say

The world kept turning

While you slipped away

I talk to the ceiling

Like you hear my pain

If heaven’s real

I hope you hear me say

WHY’D YOU LEAVE ME HERE—

WHEN I STILL NEED YOU?!

Your name still hits me like a knife

When someone says it out loud

You were supposed to be here for life

Not six feet under the ground

I smile so they don’t ask

How I’m really doing inside

But every breath is heavy

Since the day you died

They tell me time will fix the cracks

But time just makes me numb

I’m carrying your weight on my back

And I’m barely hold

I miss my best friends

God, it hurts to breathe

I scream at the sky

But it don’t answer me

If you’re somewhere listening

If you still know my name

I’m begging—

PLEASE DON’T FADE

I WASN’T READY!

I WASN’T DONE!

YOU WERE MY FAMILY—

NOW YOU’RE GONE!

THEY SAY “MOVE ON,”

BUT THEY DON’T SEE—

YOU DIED…

AND YOU TOOK A PIECE OF ME!

I MISS MY BEST FRIENDS!

I SCREAM YOUR NAME!

EVERY NIGHT I’M BLEEDING,

DROWNING IN THE PAIN!

Until I see you again

I’ll carry the flame

If heaven’s real

I hope you hear me—

I STILL SCREAM YOUR NAME

I’ll live the life you never got

I swear I’ll try

But damn…

I miss you