I still see you in the crowd
Even when I’m all alone
Every laugh feels way too loud
Since you never made it home
I keep replaying old nights
Like they might bring you back
They say I’ll be alright
But they don’t know this ache
Your voice is stuck inside my head
I hear it when I can’t sleep
I’d trade tomorrow, trade my breath
Just to hear you speak
I miss my best friends
More than I can say
The world kept turning
While you slipped away
I talk to the ceiling
Like you hear my pain
If heaven’s real
I hope you hear me say
WHY’D YOU LEAVE ME HERE—
WHEN I STILL NEED YOU?!
Your name still hits me like a knife
When someone says it out loud
You were supposed to be here for life
Not six feet under the ground
I smile so they don’t ask
How I’m really doing inside
But every breath is heavy
Since the day you died
They tell me time will fix the cracks
But time just makes me numb
I’m carrying your weight on my back
And I’m barely hold
I miss my best friends
God, it hurts to breathe
I scream at the sky
But it don’t answer me
If you’re somewhere listening
If you still know my name
I’m begging—
PLEASE DON’T FADE
I WASN’T READY!
I WASN’T DONE!
YOU WERE MY FAMILY—
NOW YOU’RE GONE!
THEY SAY “MOVE ON,”
BUT THEY DON’T SEE—
YOU DIED…
AND YOU TOOK A PIECE OF ME!
I MISS MY BEST FRIENDS!
I SCREAM YOUR NAME!
EVERY NIGHT I’M BLEEDING,
DROWNING IN THE PAIN!
Until I see you again
I’ll carry the flame
If heaven’s real
I hope you hear me—
I STILL SCREAM YOUR NAME
I’ll live the life you never got
I swear I’ll try
But damn…
I miss you
