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I like to think a lot, before I sleep

So my nightmares have substance

My life is something I want to keep

But I don’t believe I can go the distance

Some say that iiiiiiiiiiii

Cannnnnn be freeeeeeee

But I knowwww

That youuuuu cannot see

The fate of my reality

The things I have done,

The people that count on me

But they don’t have no fun

But I wish. That. You.

Could have seen. It. Through.

I will keep it true

I miss that part of you

That allowed me to be me

Allowed me to be free

But now there is a fallacy

A whole side I cannot see

I just want to be happy

Happy again.

I hold out my hand

To you all, my friends

So come with me

(Industrial guitar solo)

I’m sorry for sounding so sad

I promise to change my ways

I’m just trying not to go mad

I wanna go back to the old days

But reliving my past

It’s killing me slowly

I wanna go back to the last

She’s the only that really knows me

I wish that I could write. these. songs.

For you, babe, but the days. Too. Long.

You probably wouldn’t listen anyway

So that’s why I stay up just to say

(I wish you could just)

Allow me to be me

Allow me to be free

But now there is a fallacy

A whole side I cannot see

I just want to be happy

Happy again.

I hold out my hand

To you all, my friends

So come with me

(Instrumental)

My mind, it is collapsing

My beliefs, overlapping

This cannot be happening

I feel like the devil is laughing

In my face, in this place

It’s no race, to find your space

To get a home, you must roam

Leave alone, to just get shown

That home is where the heart is

And if you neglect the feeling

You will always be lost, looking

For a place while they are kneeling

(Before the gods)

I cannot be me

I cannot be free

But I’ll be damned if I let you take control of me

I have heard of the fallacy

The truest side that I can see

I just want to be happy

Happy again

I’ve held out my hand

So take it, my friend

Hold me til the end

Before I fall

And lose it all

It’s your call

So please stand tall

Live with morals

Unlike me

Live with humble

Prosperity

From humble beginnings

To the bitter end

Like I’ve said before

I’ll say it again

I hold out my hand

So grab it my friend

Time is running out

And it’s running fast

Don’t cry or be mad

When my life has past