[Verse 1]
Alarm on my phone
Same ceiling
Same gray
Shower running
I just sit
Both knees on the tile
Mask on at work
"How you doing?" I lie
Coffee
Blue light
Hands shaking on the drive
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep smiling in the mirror
Till the glass starts to crack
I’m a storm in a suitcase
One breath from collapse
[Chorus]
But I won't lay down in the dark tonight
I raise these scars in my hands to the sky
When my head screams "quit"
And my chest feels tight
Your love pulls me back from the edge every time
I fall
You say "stand"
With You
I can climb
With the love of God
Everything is possible
[Verse 2]
Bills stacked like bricks
Heart stacked with doubt
Scroll through the noise
Till the joy wears out
Friends say "man up"
So I sink deeper
Loud room
Blank stare
I’m a quiet sleeper
[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been talking to the ceiling
Like it might answer back
Till Your name cuts through the chaos
Like thunder through the black
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register] When the voices say I'm nothing
[whispered vocals] You call me by my name
You walk me through the ashes
You step into my shame
[guitar solo]
You were in that empty hallway
You were in my shaking hands
If I’ve got one breath left in me
I’ll use it just to stand
[Chorus]