Verse 1
I don’t want to do this anymore
I want this feeling to go away
My will to live is fading
And I cannot seem to pray
There’s a war inside my head
And another in my heart
I know I need some help
Before everything falls apart
Pre-Chorus
A voice keeps whispering to my soul,
Trying to tear my hope apart…
“You’re a failure…
You’re unworthy…
You don’t deserve this life…
Why keep fighting…
Why keep going…
Just end it all tonight…”
Chorus
These thoughts come out of nowhere
And attack me at my core
Alone and completely broken
I don’t want to do this anymore
Verse 2
I cry out for an ending
I can’t stop all this thinking
I’m completely overwhelmed
And now I’m quietly sinking
On the outside I wear a smile
But I’m empty deep within
Darkness has me blinded
Still dwelling on my sin
Bridge
Take me away
I want to go home
I need to feel Your love
I hate feeling alone
It’s empty and it’s lonely
It’s dark and it is scary
I don’t want to do this anymore
This weight is more than I can carry
It’s empty and it’s lonely
The silence only scares me
I don’t want to do this anymore
God, please won’t You just spare me
Final Prayer
Spare me from this torture inside
Spare me from this darkness I hide
Spare me from hatred and pride
When I can’t see through the night,
Hold on to me with all Your might.
Remind me Your Son has already died,
And grace is stronger than my mind.
I don’t want to do this anymore…
But I still whisper Your name.