Whispers inside

Verse 1

I don’t want to do this anymore

I want this feeling to go away

My will to live is fading

And I cannot seem to pray

There’s a war inside my head

And another in my heart

I know I need some help

Before everything falls apart

Pre-Chorus

A voice keeps whispering to my soul,

Trying to tear my hope apart…

“You’re a failure…

You’re unworthy…

You don’t deserve this life…

Why keep fighting…

Why keep going…

Just end it all tonight…”

Chorus

These thoughts come out of nowhere

And attack me at my core

Alone and completely broken

I don’t want to do this anymore

Verse 2

I cry out for an ending

I can’t stop all this thinking

I’m completely overwhelmed

And now I’m quietly sinking

On the outside I wear a smile

But I’m empty deep within

Darkness has me blinded

Still dwelling on my sin

Bridge

Take me away

I want to go home

I need to feel Your love

I hate feeling alone

It’s empty and it’s lonely

It’s dark and it is scary

I don’t want to do this anymore

This weight is more than I can carry

It’s empty and it’s lonely

The silence only scares me

I don’t want to do this anymore

God, please won’t You just spare me

Final Prayer

Spare me from this torture inside

Spare me from this darkness I hide

Spare me from hatred and pride

When I can’t see through the night,

Hold on to me with all Your might.

Remind me Your Son has already died,

And grace is stronger than my mind.

I don’t want to do this anymore…

But I still whisper Your name.