Verse 1
I don’t want to do this anymore
I want this feeling to go away
My will to live is fading
And I cannot seem to pray
There’s a war inside my head
And another in my heart
I know I need some help
Before everything falls apart
Pre-Chorus
A voice keeps whispering to my soul
Trying to tear my hope apart
“You’re a failure…
You’re unworthy…
You don’t deserve this life…
Why keep fighting…
Why keep going…
Just end it all tonight…”
Chorus
These thoughts come out of nowhere
And attack me at my core
Alone and completely broken
I don’t want to do this anymore
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Verse 2
I cry out for an ending
I can’t stop all this thinking
I’m completely overwhelmed
And now I’m quietly sinking
On the outside I wear a smile
But I’m empty deep within
Darkness has me blinded
Still dwelling on my sin
Pre-Chorus
A voice keeps whispering to my soul
Trying to tear my hope apart
“You’re a failure…
You’re unworthy…
You don’t deserve this life…
Why keep fighting…
Why keep going…
Just end it all tonight…”
Chorus
These thoughts come out of nowhere
And attack me at my core
Alone and completely broken
I don’t want to do this anymore
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Bridge
Jesus…
I don’t want to die…
I just don’t want to keep believing these lies.
I don’t want this darkness.
I don’t want this shame.
I don’t want these voices
Calling out my name.
Take this weight I’m carrying.
Teach me what is true.
If I can’t hold on to You,
Please hold on to me.
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Final Chorus
These thoughts come out of nowhere
And attack me at my core
But they don’t get to own me
I don’t want to do this anymore
I don’t want these endless lies
That tell me I’m beyond Your grace
I don’t want this endless war
I want to see Your face
Your mercy speaks much louder
Than every lie I’ve heard before
I don’t want to think this way
I don’t want to do this anymore
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Outro
Spare me from this torture inside
Spare me from this darkness I hide
Spare me from hatred and pride
When the lies are all I hear,
Speak Your truth into my fear.
Remind me whose I am today.
Teach my wandering heart to stay.
If all I’ve got’s one whispered prayer,
Lord, let that be enough today.
I don’t want to do this anymore…
I want to believe what You say.
