More then This (but not enough)

It’s 2AM and you’re on my phone,

saying you don’t wanna be alone,

I know the way this always goes—

we talk until the sun comes up.

You say you miss me, say my name,

but something always feels the same,

we dance around it like a game…

but we both know it’s more than us.

We’re too close to just let go,

too scared to make it real…

We’re more than friends, but not in love,

just close enough to mess it up,

you hold my hand, then pull away—

like you don’t know what to say.

We say “it’s fine,” but it’s not true,

I feel it every time I’m with you,

we’re everything we’re scared to be…

just not enough for you and me.

We act like nothing’s going on,

like all these nights don’t mean a lot,

but every time you lean on me

I feel it more than I should.

You laugh it off, I play it cool,

pretend I’m not a damn fool,

but I keep falling back to you—

like I knew I would.

We keep saying “don’t cross the line”…

but we cross it every time.

We’re more than friends, but not in love,

just close enough to mess it up,

you kiss my cheek, then look away—

like it never meant a thing.

We say “it’s fine,” but it’s not true,

I lose a little more of me with you,

we’re everything we’re scared to be…

just not enough for you and me.

If I said it out loud, would you run?

If I asked you to stay, would you want to?

Or am I just someone you hold

when you don’t wanna feel alone?

‘Cause I’m tired of almost,

tired of “maybe someday”…

I don’t wanna be your halfway.

We’re more than friends, but not in love,

just close enough to hurt this much,

you pull me close, then push away—

and I don’t know how to stay.

We say “it’s fine,” but it’s not true,

I keep losing when I’m with you,

we’re everything we’re scared to be…

but not enough for you and me.

More than friends…

but never enough.