Numb To My Own Name

[Verse 1]
Hollow in my hoodie
Phone face down again
Scroll through every memory
Like I’m watching some old friend
Arms around a stranger
I don’t feel a thing
Laughing in the bathroom mirror
But my eyes don’t even blink
[Chorus]
Can’t feel myself anymore
This pain is eating me alive
I’m here
But I’m not sure
If there’s anything inside
I’m screaming in my head
But my mouth just says
“I’m fine”
Can’t feel myself anymore
And I’m running out of time (oh-oh)
[Verse 2]
Numb out in the daylight
Burn out in my bed
All my favorite songs now
Sound like static in my head
Smile in every selfie
Heart’s a vacant room
People say they love me
I can’t let ‘em through
[Chorus]
Can’t feel myself anymore
This pain is eating me alive
I’m here
But I’m not sure
If there’s anything inside
I’m screaming in my head
But my mouth just says
“I’m fine”
Can’t feel myself anymore
And I’m running out of time (hey)
[Bridge]
Do you ever feel this hollow?
Do you ever fade like me?
If I disappear tomorrow
Would you even say you’d seen
The ghost behind these tired eyes
The cracks behind this grin?
I’m begging for a heartbeat
To prove I still exist (oh)
[Chorus]
Can’t feel myself anymore
This pain is eating me alive
I’m here
But I’m not sure
If there’s anything inside
I’m screaming in my head
But my mouth just says
“I’m fine”
Can’t feel myself anymore
But I swear I’m gonna try
To feel myself this time

rock, Emotional pop rock with male vocals; clean electric guitars in the verses over tight, dry drums, then a huge, crunchy wall-of-guitar chorus. Bass drives the low end, with a soaring, slightly gritty lead vocal and stacked gang-style harmonies on the hook. Bridge strips back to palm-muted guitar and distant reverb before the final chorus explodes with extra octave vocals and crash-heavy drums., pop rock