Both my hearts

Song

You turned the light off

So I could never find my way back home

You burned all the bridges that I could even take to get there

You made it unbearable to live there, in our home…with you…and our children

And yet you still don’t, even fucking care

You lied straight to my face

What a fucking disgrace

You made me feel like dying

But tonight I’m gonna live like I’ve been dying

Oh oh oh noooo

You’ve given me somethin to live for

And oh oh oh nooo

You’ve given me somethin to die for

Which will I choose? Maybe they’ll let you know on the fuckin news

But even if it they don’t, I bet you won’t even fucking care

Because you, oh you whooo, you did this to me now, and before, just left me on a fuckin cloud, to dream and dream until one day I just fell asleep and never fuckin woke up

Well guess what

I woke up screaming your name and now I know yeah now I know

You were never good for me and now I know yeah now I know,

I WAS TOO GOOD FOR YOU and so heres the door

Get the fuck out of my head

Get the fuck out of my bed

You knew how to love me, but you never were able to show me

No you were never able to elevate yourself to the level I’ve been at

And that’s why you had to pretend

I thought you were great

I thought you had everything I wanted

Turns out you were nothing at all

Turns out you were nothing at all

So take that house money you got

Go buy yourself a new life (don’t include me in it)

And when you meet somebody else…

Remember. They will never be me.

They will never settle for bread crumbs

They will never settle for your bullshit you throw at them

Because they’ll never love you like I did

They’ll never see you like I did, on the floor, crying, naked and wondering why you feel anything at all

They’ll never want you to grow and show emotions at all just stuff that shit down now and they’ll only hold you under like you did to me

So take all your stupid shit and get it the fuckin hell away from me

Because I never want to see you again

I never want to talk to you again

Only in my dreams….because apparently….

That was the only real you I was in love with

My little wifey fantasy

Was only in my fucked up fantasies.

So fuck you for wastin all my years on believing we’d have a family because you always knew it and I didn’t know it. That it would never come to be. You’re sick in the head cheating on me with my best friend who was like my family…but you don’t give a fuck about how I felt and now I’m left all alone just be dealt these cards I wanna burn…so I think I’ll do that tonight and I’ll throw every good memory…in the orange and red flame to just watch us burn yeah watch it all burn. Watch us burn up in the hot flames

You used to say to me why to we need to get married. It was only a piece of paper…well now I know why…

It’s so I can burn that shit tonight.

Burn that shit yeah burn that shit yeah. Imma burn alll all right burn that shit yeah burn that shit yeah. IM GONNA BURN IT ALL TONIGHT!