Misery

(Fading)

(Fading)

Faded, Faded, she told me I look faded.

Hatred, hatred, people always say shit.

Make it, make it, they said I won’t make it.

I have a lil something to tell you, ya I got a secret.

Going throughout my days, not even wasted.

She hides her face from me and I kinda like it.

Preparing for a doomsday, man I hate it.

I always hate feeling this way, my actions I regret it.

Still drooling over drugs, in a wonderland.

You take them all away, I’d be fucking damn.

I always learn the hard way, I can’t be tamed.

It always ends up the same in the end anyway.

When the end is near do you think you can hear all the pain and agony that’s already here.

Suffering because I haven’t felt happiness in years.

Do you see the red that’s in my tears.

(In my tears)

I’m Faded, I’m Faded, she told me that I’m faded.

All the Hatred, hatred, people always say shit.

Hard to Make it, make it, they said that I won’t make it.

I have a lil something to tell you, ya I got a secret.

Ya I got a secret, just a little secret.

I still have photos of you, I couldn’t delete it.

For some reason I keep dragging this pain around with me.

All the misery, my vision’s blurry.

It’s hard to see, I’m getting worried.

If you saw me bleed, would it make you scream.

Half the time I don’t know what I’m doing.

Hard to think when all we’re doing is screwing.

I can’t believe that I let you fool me.

Shot between your eyes, end of the story.

My misery still lies deep down inside me.

Goodbye I hope you found someone to replace me.

I’m always faded, faded, yes I’m fucking faded.

Hatred, hatred, all she has for me is hatred.

Bullshit, bullshit, she said she’s the one who knows me well.

Said she loved me still, bitch go to hell.

Sorry but oh well….

Faded, faded always.

Only with the weed, I promise.

(Medicine in you)