Traumatized hearts 2

Heart been traumatized no lie always find ways to stay numb, imma get highhhh

this hurt been around since birth, I grew up feeling the worst, father love the percs, watch them change his life now I have to step up make a change for my family, no the drugs isn’t leaving the equation, sad truth but the feeling is addicting numb my soul, heal my woundssss

Let’s talk about real life things, it’s crazy that I have to carry a gun where ever I go, make sure I don’t lack n let them take my soullll

Snap back I live in a city full of evil, dark clouds surrounds us all, no light so we look up to god hoping he make things rightttt,

Oh father why, do we keep losing people in this so called life, damage my heart, scream crying soul, feeling lost this place don’t feel like home, oh father why do you take all the good souls far from this earth, my life feels like such a curseee feels like a curse

Lets get into love imma throw my heart away so I don’t get hurt again, I shoulda learn from the mistakes but I keep repeating them, it’s not my fault that my heart craves real love but all I keep getting is lust a fake heart like a toy it’s a plastic one

Heart been traumatized no lie always find ways to stay numb, imma get highhhh

this hurt been around since birth, I grew up feeling the worst, father love the percs, watch them change his life now I have to step up make a change for my family, no the drugs isn’t leaving the equation, sad truth but the feeling is addicting numb my soul, heal my woundssss