Angel or Devil

(Angel)

(Devil)

(Angel)

(Diva)

As I stare into the eyes of the devil.

I realize I’m looking at the wrong angle.

Gorgeous woman disguise as an angel stunning my eyes with her halo.

Claw marks in my chest leaving it hollow.

She’s doing her best to make sure the pain follows.

Nevertheless I got Advil for tomorrow.

Depressed, so many pills it makes it hard to swallow.

Hypnotized I’ll do anything to keep you in my company.

I don’t want you to ever be lonely.

I’ll say I’m sorry cuz I’m still in recovery and I truly believe I can rip these demons out of me that have been controlling me with my fury and then bury them so we can have peace.

I’ve realized what I’ve done.

This is why I don’t want to run from my problems that have just begun.

I must solve them so I don’t end up in a coffin.

Say I’m right, say I’m wrong.

I guess she’s right and my roads are long.

All my life I’ve been trying to find home but overtime there’s no where I belong.

One side is an angel and the other side is a devil.

I try to be grateful but there’s a lot on me like an anvil.

Life’s a scandal and it’s too much to handle when you’re trying to be mindful turns you miserable.

As I stare into the eyes of the devil.

I realize I’m looking at the wrong angle.

Gorgeous woman disguise as an angel stunning my eyes with her halo.

Hypnotized I’ll do anything to keep you in my company.

I don’t want you to ever be lonely.

I’ll say I’m sorry cuz I’m still in recovery and I truly believe I can rip these demons out of me that have been controlling me with my fury and then bury them so we can have peace.

But is she an angel?

Or a devil?