Not Here

Did she see me sneaking in the back?

Did he see me from the front?

Who knew this was going to be so much fun?

You're a foreign taste, especially in my mouth

You put it down so heavenly

And as the hours turn to weeks

You keep me on my knees

We make it upstairs to your room

I'm so ready to see what you can do

But just as we're about to start

You break my heart

Julia, not here, not anywhere

We're done, i found someone else

I was going to tell you

That we're through

I stare at you as my heart breaks

You just keep a straight face

“What do you mean?” I ask you

“There's someone else and she's pregnant with my baby.” You'd reply

As the words swim around my brain

I stand up, guarding my pain

I turn around, grab my stuff

and i do it while shutting the fuck up

As I escape into the night

Your words reign heavy on my mind

I almost break down in tears

But instead I break down in beers

We make it upstairs to your room

I'm so ready to see what you can do

But just as we're about to start

You break my heart

Julia, not here, not anywhere

We're done, i found someone else

I was going to tell you

That we're through