why can't i just let you go?

why can't i just let you go?

that would be better for my mental health

we all know i could move on, but i won't

in the end, you're still who i want

even if you're doing her tonight

you promised me so much

yet took it all away from under me

i can't help but to think you're lashing out

cause of what i put us through

loving you was hard at times

wish i would've tried a bit more

i'm not all to blame though

even though we're not together

you still feel like a traitor

why can't i just let you go?

that would be better for my mental health

we all know i could move on, but i won't

in the end, you're still who i want

i hope you get all this sex out of your system

wish you'd save some for me

cause even though you call me a friend

i still want to give you my virginity

i wish i could communicate all the things i can't say

had a way to pinpoint my emotions

you use me like an almost empty lotion

down to the last drop

and i wish you'd fucking stop

why can't i just let you go?

that would be better for my mental health

we all know i could move on, but i won't

in the end, you're still who i want

you're as cruel as he was

you don't see it and that's concerning

why can't you just get the fuck over it?

and understand we're meant to be?

i want to punch your face, kiss your lips

and I'd still give you it

you're the one i love

just wish you'd stop behaving dumb

why can't i just let you go?

that would be better for my mental health

we all know i could move on, but i won't

in the end, you're still who i want