Heaven’s Gates — Aggressive Pain Version

Yeah…

They don’t know what loss do to a man…

Turn pain into anger…

Turn tears into war…

Heaven’s gates keep me locked outside,

Screamin’ your name while my soul collide,

Heart too cold, I done lost my pride,

Ever since the day that you died.

I ride with rage, got fire inside,

Demons lurk when the sun don’t shine,

If heaven open, I’m crashin’ through,

Ain’t no peace ‘til I get to you.

I been angry, I ain’t gon’ lie,

Middle fingers to the sky,

Ask God why He took my blood,

Left me drownin’ in this mud.

Street scars carved in my skin,

War outside and war within,

People talk but they don’t know pain,

They ain’t watched love fade away.

I done cried where nobody see,

Pain turned savage inside of me,

Lost too many, I barely sleep,

Ghost memories follow me.

Heart numb but my mind still bleed,

Every breath feel hard to breathe,

If heaven real then guard that gate,

‘Cause I’m knockin’ filled with hate.

Heaven’s gates keep me locked outside,

Screamin’ your name while my soul collide,

Heart too cold, I done lost my pride,

Ever since the day that you died.

I ride with rage, got fire inside,

Demons lurk when the sun don’t shine,

If heaven open, I’m crashin’ through,

Ain’t no peace ‘til I get to you.

I been livin’ fast, don’t fear death,

Pain got hands around my neck,

Every night I hear your voice,

Tellin’ me I got no choice.

Stand tall, don’t ever fold,

Even when the world go cold,

So I hustle through the storm alone,

Turn this hurt into a throne.

I ain’t perfect, I admit,

Lost myself bit by bit,

But your name keep me alive,

Only reason I survive.

If revenge was love, I’d win,

But this grief too deep within,

Heaven hold you, I understand…

Still hurts I can’t shake your hand.

Tell the angels watch my back tonight,

I been fightin’ through this life…

If I fall, just hold me tight…

Heaven’s gates keep me locked outside,

Still got tears I refuse to hide,

Till my last breath, I stay true,

Every war I fight for you.

Yeah…

Pain made me who I am…

I ain’t scared of heaven…

I’m just tired of missin’ you.

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