Raise the bar

this is about tomorrow and this is also about now

I search inside myself for all the reasons but really don’t know how.

Or why all I know is it’s my time to fly… I raised the bar

sit and wonder and let your mind just drift away

To place a dark and cold, your skin starts to decay

Maggots eat your brain away worms crawl in your eyes

Fuckin Stomach shows the back bone left stuck with silent cries

Bones grow weak and feeble flesh holds them in place

Coffin keeps you cradle, so the dirt won’t flood your face

Yet it’s like Even in the shell of death, we linger through our soul

Even though it hurt so good, we still did not feel whole.

But once a part of you is stripped away forever to be lost

No way to ever win it back we can’t afford the cost

To me it’s like pouring salt inside a knife inflicted wound

Or a baby shot of heroin when it’s still inside the womb

this is about tomorrow and this is also about now

I search inside myself for all the reasons but really don’t know how.

Or why all I know is it’s my time to fly… I raised the bar

Love Like this so unreal my words failed to describe

Snap back to reality pissed off you’re still alive

Crazy how our minds allowed the visions of such hurt

Crazy how another soul can make you feel like dirt

Sometimes you’ll find your enemies are closer than your friends

And they all reside inside your head, so torment never ends

So if you want, call me crazy but prepare for a snap

Once that happens just know that it’s a rap

Yeah, I no what I can bring, but my brain keeps be caged

And I know like where I’ve been and that’s been up for days.

I’m back on the scene, but moving a different way

Fighting my mind and my spirit so pick a day and we play

Do you like me do I like you? I guess it’s all in the air when I complicate myself seem like more than I can bear. I look too, my redeemer to which non-compared. And then I look to reality and pray that they’re still there .

this is about tomorrow and this is also about now

I search inside myself for all the reasons but really don’t know how.

Or why all I know is it’s my time to fly… I raised the bar

Did you ever see a pull of blood and run your finger

Just to paint a picture cause your nightmares had come through

With The smell of dying car cusses dancing in your nose

You smear the crimson life reserves across the tattered clothes. breaking down beside the wall a sea of hate consumes

Emotions overwhelmed the brain lungs pull in the fumes

The Who the what the where the how the motions of mistake?

The me the dope to hate that now the reasons that I ache

Yes I know the facts too, which I fell, and you just know the worst

So if all you see is only bad that I’m the one that’s cursed

Please remind me that we criticize with no morality or law

But in our hearts, the truth remains beyond the makers flaw

This adventure will continue in my head and out of dream because I am dead. The last resort and this is my final scream.

For real girl Do you like me do I like you? I