[Intro]
In the silence of the night, I’m shattered but still bright,
Caught in this endless fight, drifting further from the light.
[Verse 1]
Everything's feeling numb, a slow crumble from within,
Miles I’ve walked in shadows, pretending I’m not pinned.
On autopilot mode, I navigate the storms,
Glimpses of control, in this chaos I conform.
[Pre-Chorus]
Where’s the serotonin?
Where's the joy that makes me whole?
Chasing dreams in the echoes,
As I bury the toll.
[Chorus]
Oh, laying here alone,
Trying to piece together what's been thrown.
Masturbating the pain away,
Hoping for a brighter day.
Silently I scream,
In my half-lit midnight dream,
Feeling trapped in this endless reel,
Wishing one day I could truly feel.
[Verse 2]
Picking up shattered pieces, on the ground they lay,
Fearing the shout, or the tears in dismay.
Every glance a question, does she like me or is she kind?
Lost in this haze, nobody's truth I can find.
[Pre-Chorus]
Some days I'm just moving,
While the world fades away,
Cocooned in my numbness,
Waiting for colors to sway.
[Chorus]
Oh, laying here alone,
Trying to piece together what's been thrown.
Masturbating the pain away,
Hoping for a brighter day.
Silently I scream,
In my half-lit midnight dream,
Feeling trapped in this endless reel,
Wishing one day I could truly feel.
[Bridge]
Logic’s tossed in the tide, as emotions surge and swell,
Fighting through this turmoil, trapped inside my shell.
A heart so full of battles, yet I’m told to just comply,
Hungering for connection, beneath this velvet sky.
[Chorus]
Oh, laying here alone,
Trying to piece together what's been thrown.
Masturbating the pain away,
Hoping for a brighter day.
Silently I scream,
In my half-lit midnight dream,
Feeling trapped in this endless reel,
Wishing one day I could truly feel.
[Outro]
So here I go again, with muted doubts and fears,
Navigating a world that’s fought through silent years.
But maybe in this darkness, a flicker may ignite,
A spark of hidden courage, catching fire in the night.
DreamyCow
