Sorrow

Long and hard is the trail of sorrow. Trying to stay and remain on a positive wave tomorrow. I suffer pain day in day out. The feelin of missin you has me reminiscin. On the good times when I was yours and you were mine. I have tried to move forward past it and it by but my mind and heart won't be on the same page as me. When we said our goodbyes I felt a part of me die. Congratulations I never knew how hard it was in the dark til I saw the light that night. You had me feeling like you might be the one. Yeah all hopes of that were gone as a new dawn came in. I know we both agreed it didn't mean a thing but I lied. Even now I will probably deny it ever happened. Saddened by it the fact you aren't my girl anymore. I just want to go back to that night one more time. No I can't let these feelings die no matter how much I tried. I always find myself trying to hide how much you meant to me. But now that is ancient history. I hope people don't ever have to feel my misery. The way my heart cried out for you time and time again when your name came up. I pretend it didn't mean anything. Knowing it did I still remember the taste of your lips when we kissed goodbye. I guess I can try to move past it but it be that easy. Believe me when I say hardest thing I have ever had to do. Don't it as simple to get over you. I found out soul ties are a real thing. That night you only refer to as a fling. That was the night I went from a boy to a man. I still remember the touch of your velvet hands. When I think back I can see that little splash. I knew it could not ever last. I wish I could just get over you fast. I wish I could mend this broken heart of mine in a flash. How you would shine in that neon blue hue. When I spun you around