I hide beneath these sleeves again,
Pretend nobody knows where I’ve been.
There’s a war underneath my skin,
And I don’t know how to make it end.
I scream so quietly in my room,
Watching shadows swallow up the moon.
Everybody says that it gets better,
But I can’t feel it anymore.
Pre-Chorus
And I’m so tired of pretending
That I’m stronger than I am,
I’m holding pieces of myself
In the palm of my hands.
Chorus
I’ve been cutting through the silence,
Trying to quiet what’s inside.
Every wound became a secret
That I carried late at night.
I keep begging for a reason
Not to disappear completely,
But when hope feels like a stranger,
I don’t know if it still sees me.
I’m so tired, I’m so empty—
But somehow, I’m still here.
Verse 2
I wish somebody saw the signs,
The way I disappear sometimes.
I laugh so no one asks me questions,
Then fall apart when I’m alone.
I don’t want to be a burden,
So I bury every word.
But the things I never say
Are the things that hurt the worst.
Pre-Chorus
And I don’t need somebody
To tell me I’ll be fine.
I just need somebody
To sit with me tonight.
Chorus
I’ve been cutting through the silence,
Trying to quiet what’s inside.
Every wound became a secret
That I carried late at night.
I keep begging for a reason
Not to disappear completely,
But when hope feels like a stranger,
I don’t know if it still sees me.
I’m so tired, I’m so empty—
But somehow, I’m still here.
Bridge — quiet, almost whispered
Maybe I don’t have to heal tonight,
Maybe breathing is enough.
Maybe I can put the hurt down
Without believing I’m giving up.
Maybe someone would stay beside me
If I finally let them in.
Maybe this isn’t where my story
Has to end.
Final Chorus — bigger
I’ve been lost inside the darkness,
But the darkness isn’t all of me.
There’s a part I’m still protecting,
Even when I cannot see.
And if hope is just a whisper,
I’ll hold on to that tonight.
I don’t have to love tomorrow,
I just have to make it through tonight.
I’m still hurting, I’m still breaking—
But somehow, I’m still here.
Outro
Maybe that’s enough for now.
Maybe being here
Is the beginning.