Heartbreak

Why do I feel this way again

My heart's a ghost in an empty den

Alone with shadows they know my name

This broken record spins the same

Tired of the ache tired of the fight

Dreaming of arms to hold me tight

I just wanna be happy is that too much

Someone to hold someone to trust

Drugs help me cope but they don't heal

This heartbreak's a wound I always feel

Nights stretch long like endless roads

The silence screams where love once flowed

I tell myself it's just a phase

But the mirror shows the same old haze

Tried to climb but the ladder broke

Every rung a lie every step a joke

Will I ever find a friend

Or does this loneliness never end

I just wanna be happy is that too much

Someone to hold someone to trust

Drugs help me cope but they don't heal

This heartbreak's a wound I always feel