Falling through me

I’m on the bathroom floor again,

knees pulled up like they’re my only friend.

Tears hit tile like heavy rain,

every drop a memory I can’t contain.

And I’m trying to breathe

but the air won’t stay,

trying to stand

but I fade away.

I’m crying like the world’s collapsing,

breaking in the quiet, nobody’s asking.

Hands shaking, heart racing, can’t stop the sound—

I’m falling through me,

falling down, down, down.

And the pieces don’t fit,

no matter how hard I scream—

I’m losing myself

in the cracks in between.

My thoughts run wild like they want me gone,

whispering all night ’til the break of dawn.

I hold my face just to feel something,

but everything hurts,

and nothing’s comforting.

I’m slipping again

through the space I hide,

a storm in my chest

and nowhere to ride.

I’m crying like the world’s collapsing,

breaking in the quiet, nobody’s asking.

Hands shaking, heart racing, can’t stop the sound—

I’m falling through me,

falling down, down, down.

And the pieces don’t fit,

no matter how hard I scream—

I’m losing myself

in the cracks in between.

If someone hears me,

don’t turn away—

I’m fighting shadows

I didn’t create.

Hold me together

for just one breath,

before I drown

in my own depths.

I’m crying like the world’s collapsing,

breaking in the quiet, nobody’s asking.

Hands shaking, heart racing, can’t stop the sound—

I’m falling through me,

falling down, down, down.

If I disappear

beneath what I feel—

will anyone notice

I’m real?